Ugh...

It's a bad sign when every time you stand up, you make the "old man getting out of an armchair" noise. I'm only 20 years old, I should not feel like my body is past its limit. It's like my mind is dragging my body along in its wake. A new muscle hurts every day, on top of the ones that hurt non-stop. My back is so screwed up, my shins are hurting again, my legs are like jelly, my arms are aching. Why? This is dumb. I am not old, I am not out of shape, I am not ready for this. I shouldn't feel like this until I'm like 50 or something. But no. I'm fine mentally, I'm actually passing my classes this week even. But my physical self is putting up a really good fight. Stupid. Now would be a good time to invent body transplants.