The End

I'm hoping this is the last I have to deal with this. I got rid of all the mess, because it hurt to just look at it, and it didn't seem like it would ever end if I left it there. I'll stop obsessing about this in a couple days, until then I'll just keep remembering the people who were supportive and helped me see that I still matter. Thank you for that, all of you. I tried to do something nice, and it totally blew up in my face. So I'll just have to find another way to be nice :-) I'm going to keep this up, even though I'm afraid of this happening again, if only for the sake of my mommy who is far away and my housemates who like to cyberstalk me. You guys are the world to me.
Alright, back to life.